7 years a friendship a relationship all followed by betrayal. I have stood by you
every step of the way been your shoulder to cry on supported you driven you
places paid for things for you and given you my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ all and in my hour of
need you turn your back on me, dodge my calls and when I pour my heart out
to you you laugh in my face. You have a drug and alcohol problem and it has
clouded your ability to function you are always irritable overtired etc. For years
you have called me your best friend you’ve met my entire family I let you in
and you’ve slammed the door in my face. You have used me for your own
pleasure for months and like an idiot I let you because that’s what being in
love with someone does to you. You choose people over me constantly and
you shut me out you are more interested in being loyal towards people youve
known for 5 minutes over all of the people that have been there for you for
several years. You are a hypocrite and were always the first to tell me what I
can and can’t do. I thought you were different but obviously I was wrong all
that you are concerned with is whether or not you look cool or say cool things
when people called you fat and when your so called friends that you hold so
dear have called you fat I’ve shut them down and lifted you up. The last 3
years have been a massive lie you were only in it because it was convenient
for you and now you’ve tossed me aside like a toy you’ve become bored of. I
don’t care that we can’t be together I care that after everything we’ve been
through you’re willing to just walk away from all the memories the good times
and everything we have taught each other in between. Science class with
Brenden in year 8, hanging out down the river with the gang, our school ball
and leavers with Kristen Shaw, Jack Pinder, Ryan Pinder, Emma Edwards,
Isis, Olivia, Liam Waters, Brenden, all amazing memories either created as
lovers or and friends and you are all of a sudden dead set on not
acknowledging my existence you don’t want to speak to me to work through
things you don’t want to answer my calls you tell me we can be friends and
that we just need to see each other a little less but then you can make
spontaneous plans with everybody else I’m sorry I’m not popular enough for
you or cool enough for you. But at the end of the day I was 100% down for
you and for months now I’ve been jumping oceans for an ungrateful person
that won’t jump an ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ puddle for me! Tony I can’t believe that’s as far as
you would go to avoid me.