i hope starbucks rehires me, without my insurance i have no will to live, and im afraid to reapply, and they already hurt me tremendously so why would i want to work there. there is nowhere else straightforward for me to go, and im afraid i am an awful employee, and there is a burning pain that radiates throughout my body at the ways i feel my life is wronged, time is wasted, and i cant find a way to be at all.