do not take your chances and save yourself. rust ruined my life and i had to go through intensive therapy and psychiatric evaluation to hold a normal job again. my attention span has gone down so much from spraying targets that I need at least two 30 scrips of adderall to function normally at my day job in Wendy's. i'm currently 5 foot 3 inches, 290 lbs with no friends, no money, no motivation, no will to keep going. my family refuses to talk to me and all I do is sit in my room listening to core, praying for it to get better.