You must be the fine sir, madam, or creature from the deep currently viewing my proverbial home.
Please, come in, there's much to discuss.

What am I doing here? I'm chilling, as they say.
I'm a former Source engine power user. Mapmaking, SFM, modeling, and the never-ending nightmare of esoteric programs needed to hold it all together!
I'm a failed artist. I fought art and lost, how embarrassing is that? I made it my entire reason to live and then realized it was built on a foundation of faulty logic, and with that realization came years of depression I still fight to escape every day. I'll let you know if I succeed.
I'm a gamer. Oh good lord, I cringed writing that word. I play games on occasion. I have an entire library of lore, mechanics, strategies, and history crammed in my head, and yet somehow, my skill atrophied. I'm no better than the median player on a good day! All this knowledge and nowhere to apply it...
I am... a number. A statistic. A machine applying and having transforms applied to it. I transfer money from my employer to my landlord. I do the tasks. I complete the day, then wait for the next. I loll my head back and pipe the contents of the internet directly into my eyes like every other person and I wait. Wait for something to happen. Please, I want anything interesting to happen...

What were we talking about again?
Ah, right, you're still here. For some reason. You wanna add me? Go ahead, you know the drill, leave a comment. You wanna scam me? Oh, what the hell, you're not reading this and you certainly aren't going to leave a comment, why am I writing this?
I can't conceive of any other reason you're here, but I hope you find the answers you're looking for.

Looking for some media recommendations? Yeah, what the hell, I spent all this time consuming it I might as well tell you what was worth the time: Remembrance of Earth's Past, Pantheon, Homestuck, Mass Effect, The Expanse, 17776/20020, Worm/Ward, Factorio