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YES I am schizophrenic NO I will not take my meds
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I am malicious because I am miserable. am I not shunned and hated by all mankind? why I should pity man more than he pities me? If any felt emotions of benevolence towards me, I should return them a hundred and a hundredfold; for that one's sake I would make peace with the whole kind. but I indulge in dreams of bliss that cannot be realised. the human senses are insurmountable barriers, yet mine shall not be the submission of abject slavery. I will revenge my injuries; if I cannot inspire love, I will cause fear.
I swear inextinguishable hatred.