I miss you so much, please, come back the kids miss you. I miss you please, I did not mean it. Can you seek to forgive me in your heart. Do it for our kids. What are they going to do without you. What will I do? I can't live by myself. I need you. Please. I still love you. I wish it was me instead of you. I-I can't forgive myself. I would have never had let you go, If only I knew the outcome. If only we just knew. Why is life so unfair. I hope your not mad. I still want you. I hope that some day you will come see me. It's alright. I don't need a response. We used to be so close. I love you...