meowww:3／＞　　フ
　　　　　| 　_　 _ l 💕
　 　　　／` ミ＿xノ💕
　　 　 /　.　　❤|
　　　 /　 ヽ　　 ﾉ
　 　 │　　|　|　|
　／￣|　　 |　|　|
　| (￣ヽ＿_ヽ_)__)
　＼二つ

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hello everyone, or I'd say Tuturuu! for a good old times! :3 Long time.. yes, I just wanted to say some words. First, I love you all, you all helped me a lot with my problems, but most importantly you helped me, as a person. Back in 2015 I had a hard time in my life, so I just closed doors, and I was really into games, internet and people in it. I met all of you, especially;

- Gray
- Sora
- Gorazd
- Cheeseburger Apocalypse! :D

First of all, Gray.
- Thank you for the time we spent together, I know I made mistakes and I won't repair it anymore it's impossible, but back in time - we had a great relation. Sometimes I was crying, but usually I was laughing my ass of to the screen, I won't forget about these situations. It gaves me a lot, trust me :3 English lessons! "Neko! That's wrong, you should say that like: ..." haha :D I think you made me a stronger person. Your words, even a small words - were a big thing to me. When things changed, you was more busy than anytime before, we stopped talking, stopped playing. Our relation started to fall. Of course, there is a lot of my fault as well, but I won't say it here - you know what I mean. Too bad I can't say "Tuturu!" and go back in time. From the one side - I'd change a lot what I did, but from the other side - thats what I did - took me here, where I am now. That's what I did, and what you did - made me a person that I'm now. And for real, I see the difference, and maybe it's selfish or arrogant - but I like myself, I really like myself now. Through these hard times, a lot people left me alone, and I found you, thank you - you really helped me. I wanted you to know that. Last words - I'm sorry what I did, and I'm really thankful for what you did.

Sora, my lovely little panda :)
- Thank you for all you did to me. I was laughing to tears :D I think I did an awesome job, because I saved some of these situations and today, when I was looking at them I was like "OMG, I remember that XDD" Too bad I didn't same with our oldest conversations, and same with Gray conversations, cuz I could read them now :) Anyway, everytime I was about to cry you could cheer me up, everytime when I was sad you could say few words and I felt better :) Even if you don't feel it, you helped me too. And here I am again - with some mistakes, I won't get away from them... I left steam, I left you, I left everything that I had here - to try something new. To try be a stronger, and better person than before and start being open for people (english, I know - still). And I did it, you and Gray, you guys were the only one who helped me the most, and I left you without a single word. I want to apologize, really. And in the same time I need to thank you for all.

Gorazd, strong character who helped me too (I won't forget your jokes, I love them all! :))
- Thank you :) For music you shared with me, for our conversations, for your smart answer on my questions.. You NEED to know, that you helped a shy and weak person that I was. Above that all, the jokes I will miss them :) I'm really sorry for left you without a word, same like to my other friends.

Cheese! A lot of good times in cs:go and l4d2 :)
- I remember when I was better than you! haha! :D You was talking about practice, and all of the sudden after long time, when I was playing with you again, you was like a killer machine! The time when you was playing with Mp7 or P90 are gone forever! Love you Cheese, thanks for the good time we spent in games. It really makes me happy when I was playing with you after long time, and I asked "Do you remember me?" and your answer was like "Of course, back in time you was my best compan to play games"

Once again, thank you all.

Woah. I have tears in my eyes when I'm writing this.

Of course thanks to everyone else who helped me or I just had a great time with them:
Macaroni, Shoora, Mart, Spintye, Nuggets, Onix, Mozex, Snake, Shephard, Vendigo, and everyone on my friend list that still remember me! Of course big thanks going to my "The only one stalker - Survivor", if you read this - you make me smile everytime you stalked me :D I know it sounds strange.

----------------------------------------------

It's not a goodbye, I will be back for 1 day in this month and if you still want to talk with me, after all of this and keep the rest of our relation - I will try to log into steam from time to time.

Thanks everyone, for everything you did for me