i will always love you. i know we never worked out, but i still love you. i keep scouring the internet, looking for any remnants of you. You're still in my dreams every night. I wish I was enough to save you that day. you had already made your mind up though...I miss you so much.
Sometimes I still think about that s*icide pact we had when we were younger. I want to follow you, but I can't. you made me realize just how painful it is to loose someone like this. I cant do that to the people I love. That doesn't stop me wanting to follow you.
I dont even know why I'm posting this here. I could post this to your FB page...but i dont really want too many people to see this one.
i would do anything to be close to you again. i still wonder, what would m life be like if we had made it. we may have never grown tbh.
i love you

<3

i looked up to you so much as a kid and you never even knew it
i still think about you nearly every day

Hey Misery.. I saw this a while ago but just didn't know what to say..I know we didn't talk as much but I'm so happy we got to play and be friends for as long as we did. I hope that where ever you might be, there is peace. I miss playing TF2 with you.. Rest easy man..

i wish i could talk to you right now man

Matthew, as you left this world. I was there, I held you and wanted you to so badly make it. I miss you everyday brother. We miss you, there will never be another you. I hope our talks of being reincarnated and meeting again come true. Who else will explore the vast cosmos with me?