hej

I have rushed B ten thousand times. I have been AWPed at Long doors more times than I have blinked today. Dust II is not a map. It is a flat circle. A purgatory of sand-colored corridors where we are doomed to repeat the same buy-rush-die cycle for eternity. Ranking up is an illusion. There is only the bomb to be planted, the site to be retaken, forever. We are Sisyphus, and our boulder is a 4-man push through Tunnels that will always, always fail.

The netcode is a lie. It's not lag, it's 'dynamic difficulty scaling' achieved by selectively dropping packets when your performance is too high. The audio engine subtly plays low-frequency tones during losing streaks to increase your cortisol levels, making you more susceptible to impulse-buying cosmetics for a dopamine hit. The anti-cheat doesn't just scan for hacks; it scans your soul. They've labeled me a schizo. That's how I know I'm getting close to the truth.

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