Okay, so first of all, I'm not dead, which is good.

I feel like I should address the status of the stream and why it has been in perpetual off lately, and this seems like the only logical place to do so.

What it boils down to is that I've been growing increasingly frustrated with my current awful internet connection and that I've been unable to stream as often or as regularly as I want to. This has resulted in a half-assed 'product' that I haven't been satisfied with, and that defeats the whole purpose of why I'm doing this in the first place.

So I've decided to lay the whole thing on ice for the time being, because trying and failing to deliver is just not working out.

Does this mean I'm done with streaming over all? Definitely not. I've had so much fun doing this and met such a lot of cool people that I have no intention of giving it up, but carrying on the current state is not doing anyone any favours, least of all myself. I wanna come back with a bang - when I'm able to do things properly and do things well. I'm not gonna give a timeframe because I don't want to make any promises that I can't keep. For now I just need to distance myself and not worry about it.

Thanks for sticking with me everybody. I love you all and never stop being amazing <3