Ever been hacked..?

I have been offline for such a long time because i have moved house. That is why this group has been inactive for such a long time now. I now live in a very big house in East London. My new life is better. I have a huge back garden complete with table. When the weather is nice i wine and dine in my garden. I have my own huge room now complete with bathroom containing a shower head. My PC gaming rig is in my room. Recently i have come to the conclusion that i am mentally psychotic. I have realized after much online research and study that i am displaying symptoms of many mental disorders and malfunctions in my general physical and mental behavior. Because there are so many i am not just mentally ill but i am a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ psychopath with a severely ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up mind. I desperately need help with this as it increases with severity as time goes on. Can anyone please suggest what i can do to restore full mental health so that i can go back to living an ordinary and happy life like i used to..?

P.S. In a few days time i am going to be on a plane flying to Turkey so i will be offline for AT LEAST a few months but eventually i WILL be BACK on STEAM. This group is going to be inactive in the time that i am gone BUT once i come back this group will start engaging in some anti hacking activities. So i am asking every single member of this group NOT to leave this group while i am gone.