Honor, Loyalty, Respect

All of my closest relationships, except for 1, were from a screen. You are all from a significant era of my past and it's embarrassing to admit that you as individuals and as a group still come across my mind with an ache in my heart. I was an imposter as a leader, but at the end of the day I just wanted everyone to have fun and be part of a gang that everyone wanted to be in and I wanted my friends to be proud of my methods. I don't expect anyone else to reciprocate my intense feelings of nostalgia and longing. It is just my current state.

May your path be illuminated