Welcome to "Scorching Unity", which was supposed to be called "Nocturnus" but didnt.

Hello everybody

I have an announcement to make...

I will stop playing Team Fortress 2. This may seem like a shock or not for some of you. This game is just making me sick.

I don't enjoy playing it anymore, i feel like i have to prove something to the people, the ones i frequently play with and random pubbers, for instance that i am truly as good as im always telling everyone about, but i cant do it...not anymore. It's wasting me and i've realized that i can never become as good as i was in the past ever again, i dont know why, its just a feeling. And because my Ego cant take it that i get rekt by so many in pubs and dont manage simple airshots, miss shots because of fps drops nobody believes me to have, or any other issue that ive ever come up with ever, i will stop playing this bloody ♥♥♥♥ of a volvo creation with the weight over 9000.
The community...well i dont care about it anymore do what you want with it. ill leave it sooner or later and put someone in charge who might seem like apprechiating it. I did so much for the community and yet i didnt get anything from it, neither from the members(excluding those ive always been playng with) nor anyone else. When i started the community i wanted to create a unit, something everyone can identify with, something extraordinary, a place where people know that there they can have fun with people they have never met before. But no. this apparently applied to less than 5% of everyone. People also said it was a stupid idea to create a community, and now i know they were right. Most of the people are a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ disgrace. Wishing for action in it but not providing any support themselves. Every time i see this "Cel" it reminds me of a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ duty, no, not a spontaneous happy-idea-thing which is supposed to be done for fun.
Unit. Also...a nice idea, but the problem this time was me and me alone.
I wont say that i should have never started it, but i at least should have the decency to at least play one season which i still wont. You all are great players, far beyond my skill, and you should keep that up because you might become the next b4nny. who knows.
To get back to where i left off, this is a total mess of a game in my opinion, after 7 years i didnt get sick of it because it became boring, i wanna make it clear, its due to the fact that the game makes me become incredibly serious, and you know how easily i feel insulted, its because i cant take it when trying to perform my best without prevailing and still hearing how bad i actually do.

So for my own sake it is the best thing to stop it completely after so long.
It might happen that i am rarely seen playing TF2, but dont worry, i wont play serious, i wont play good, or for fun, ill just ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ play a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ game the way it was intended to be played.

About my items...
I really dont know what to do with them atm. i might keep them
or sell them when i need money
i wont gift them to anybody.

One more thing

Everything ive ever said, was the truth

from ping to whatever , you can make that up in your mind

So dont call me a liar

If i insulted anyone somehow in this text, i dont feel bad for it and you might deserve it. This is just what i had in my soul from the very beginning so i dont see a reason to apologize to anyone. Deal with it