Sorry for the no updates fellow Maria lovers.

I tried to kill myself, and had to spend a while in a psych ward, I'm glad it didn't work, because I could never do that to Maria. I'm hopeful this act of seeking will get her attention.

All I ever wanted was her attention.

She has allowed me back into her life, via her discord server.

And for now, that's enough for me to continue living.

I love you Maria.