Read this please? i'm an ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥.

Clara, you were right, i did lie. I felt like everything around me was going out of control and I had no contorl over it. I lost three clients and I had family issues to deal with on that day and I could do nothing to stop any of it from coming down around me. My boss had got on my case really bad. It literally felt like every phone call I took was bad news.

This is not an excuse for what I did or how I made you feel. I just ... felt like you too were deciding to leave and I had grown to enjoy your company and chatting with you. This is still not an excuse for what I did. If you could forgive me, I would like that ... if not, then at least I apologized, hope you think the best of me and will leave you alone after this.

I was wrong to push you away, I enjoy your company too much to not at least try to fix this and get you back in my circle.