i dont know why

it doesn't even matter how hard you try

keep that in mind i designed this rhyme

To explain in due time (all I know)

time is a valuable thing

watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

watch it count down till the end of the day

the clock ticks life away (it's so unreal)

didn't look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on but didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far

In the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
In the end it doesn't even matter
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme to remind myself how I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this there's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this there's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

in the end, it didnt matter

hat life 2: gordie the bowler hat

i had to fall, to loose it all