This two-part album cycle is a conceptual exploration of schizophrenia as a process, not through shock or spectacle, but through internal logic, repetition, and certainty.

The first album documents the emergence of psychosis: doubt, paranoia, unstable perception, and the constant need to reassure oneself. Thoughts loop anxiously, reality feels fragile, and sound structures fracture and reform, mirroring a mind struggling to hold coherence.

The second album takes place after the collapse. Doubt is gone. Questions are no longer asked. What remains is noisy, rigid conviction. The sound becomes more harsh, more loud, more unstable, reflecting fixation, emotional flattening, and the eerie stability that can follow a break from shared reality.

Parts of the concept and several audio samples are derived from the game Milk outside a bag of milk outside a bag of milk. However, the albums do not aim to retell or adapt the game’s narrative. Instead, its themes are reinterpreted through the lens of real lived experience. The depiction of schizophrenia presented here is based on the mental state of the musician themselves, transforming the original concept into something significantly darker, more rigid, and detached from fiction.

Across both records, repetition, noise, and restrained ambience function as psychological states rather than musical devices. These albums are not narratives, not metaphors, and not diagnoses. They are sonic documents of a mind moving from uncertainty to absolute belief, where reassurance turns into truth, and truth no longer needs confirmation.

There are no corpses in the kitchen.
And there never were.

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