ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ɪꜰ ɪ'ᴍ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴀʟ, ᴅᴏ ɪ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋ ᴍʏ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ᴏʀ ᴅᴏ ɪ ꜰɪʟᴛᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ? ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ, ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ɪᴛ ʙᴇ ɴɪᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴠᴇ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱɴ'ᴛ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜɪᴛᴇ? ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍʏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ, ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪ ꜰᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ, ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ɪ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ, ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ, ᴛᴏᴏ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ.

ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜʏ ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴏ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴀʏɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ, ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜱᴀɪᴅ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴀɪɴᴛ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴄʀʏ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ ɪ'ᴍ ᴄᴏɴᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴍᴇ ʟᴇꜱꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ᴍᴀɴ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ɪꜰ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ʙʏ ᴍʏ ꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴇɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ, ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ɪ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ, ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ, ᴛᴏᴏ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ.

ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ɪ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ. ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏᴏ. ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ.