GPU RTX 5070

CPU I7 14700KF 20 Core


RAM 64GB of DDR5 5400 MHZ

motherboard Gigabyte Z790 D AX

Storage NVMe 2TB. HDD 4TB

keyboard HyperX

Mouse I don't know



I like to play VR games and battle Royale games i also enjoy CO-OP games I don't keep people added if

if we don't play or you have not been online in a while if you want to see if we have the same games feel
free to take a look at my games


Where Can You Find Me?. platforms wise
PS5 FaZe_berkshire25
Xbox app burn it down
Ubisoft-gammerzz8976
epic games.ask for epic name
VR gammerzz8976

Retiring in 2027 here are some quotes

I’m tired, and this goodbye hurts
We Said “Tomorrow” So Many Times
I Wish I Could Go Back to When It Felt Like Home
The Screen Turns Off… and the Silence Wins
I Stayed Until It Started to Hurt
I’m Leaving Before the Memories Turn Bitter
I’d Give Anything for One More Night Like That
I’m Saying Goodbye to My Childhood
I Don’t Feel Anything When I Win
I’m Tired of Pretending It’s Still Fun
I’m Leaving Before I Start Hating It
I Can’t Find the spark anymore
I’m Done Chasing a Feeling That’s Gone

last Words per 2027

This is the end of my gaming competitive chapter — for good.

I’ve been trying to make it feel like it used to, but it doesn’t.
The spark is gone, and I’ve accepted it.
I don’t want “one more game” to turn into years of forcing something that’s already over.

To everyone who, played, messaged, or supported me — thank you.
You turned pixels into memories I’ll actually carry.
This is goodbye.

2 I’m stepping away from competitive gaming forever.

It used to be my escape — my comfort — my thing.
Now it just feels like habit, pressure, and noise. I’ve been trying to push through burnout for a long time, and I can’t anymore.

There’s no drama, no hate, no big moment. The joy is gone, and forcing it has only made me feel worse. I don’t want to keep going until I start resenting something I once loved.

To everyone who watched, played, messaged, or supported me… thank you. You genuinely made it mean something.
This is the end of this chapter for me.


3
I’ve been sitting here with my hands on the controller, not even pressing anything. Just holding it like it’s going to bring something back. Like if I wait long enough, the feeling will return and I’ll be me again.

But it doesn’t.

Gaming used to be the place I could go when everything else felt too heavy. When I didn’t know how to explain what I was feeling, I could at least feel something here — excitement, comfort, escape… even peace. It gave me somewhere to hide, somewhere to breathe, somewhere that felt like home when I didn’t.

And now I load up my favourite games and I just… stare.
The music plays. The menu moves. The world is right there waiting for me.
And I feel nothing.

I keep trying anyway. One more match. One more session. One more night.
Like I’m chasing an old version of myself through a screen.
Like if I play the right thing, for long enough, I’ll get that spark back.

But the spark is gone. And I think I’ve been gone with it.

What hurts the most is that I still remember how it used to feel.
Late nights where time didn’t matter. Moments that actually made me laugh. That stupid little rush when you clutched something impossible. The comfort of hearing familiar sounds and knowing, for a while, everything would be okay.

I miss that so much it makes my chest ache.

And I don’t want to keep forcing it until those memories rot into resentment.
I don’t want to hate what once held me together.
So I’m stopping — not because I’m angry, not because of drama, not because I’m too good for it… but because I can’t keep sitting in front of a thing I love, feeling empty, and calling it “fun.”

To everyone who watched me, played with me, laughed with me, showed up for me… thank you.
You weren’t just viewers or usernames. You were part of the reason I kept going on nights I didn’t want to. You made it feel less lonely. You made it matter.



And I’m grieving this more than I expected… because I’m not just saying goodbye to games.
I’m saying goodbye to a version of me that used to feel alive in them.