I am: sad, suicidal, emotionally unstable, hearing voices and I don't know how to progress in life.
I don't need neither your advices, neither help. I'm fine being on edge of kms everytime I get mad at myself and deeply convinced that there is no cure that would heal root of the problems without changing my personality. If you ever want to help me, I hasten to disappoint you that it is too late. I am do not feel sorry for myself, but for anyone who ever tried to help. Hate everything and everyone, including myself and the only future that is awaiting me is an endless agony in a bottomless pit.