I do the same ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ everyday. Everyday feels like Sunday I cannot escape. My mind is sick my mind is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ sick. im not satisfied with anything . I don’t not care about progressing in my life.throughout my life. Throughout my life I care about people who did not care about me. No one truly cares anyway. Life is just another waste of time. My life is usually. Even though my family say they deep down care. Deep down they do not. Friends will just come and go. you know my life is just a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ joke and I’m truly lost in life. It’s getting less crazy and less stressful and crazy now but I’m still lost. I see fake humans and their fake smiles with their fake love. I’ll ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ kill all of them. I am not crazy. I truly am not. The only reason I am alive is because he people who were there me when I was crying desperately for help. Help. Help. My real family is dead to me. But I will always love them. They Didn’t want to accept the fact that I was ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up. You are not depressed you are not sad. Your wasting your time. They didn’t get it until it was over. I saw everything before it happened no one cared until they saw my progressing. Loosing friends was the best thing that has ever happened to me. Now people come into my life and I am grateful for them and everyone around me. I constantly get let down. Maybe because I expect so much from people who truly don’t give a ♥♥♥♥ about me. I get attached to people I shouldn’t , but I expect too much might as well say ♥♥♥♥ em and ♥♥♥♥ it. I’ll die alone.