I only really met you at Butte College and i really wasn't the most friendly with you even though it was clear you just wanted somebody to talk with and be around like anyone else does, i feel so bad in hindsight now that theirs nothing to do about it. i hope you found some sort of peace in the end man, Nobody deserves to be treated like a disposable person and it shouldn't have been how i treated you even if we didn't align in interests. Rest Easy, You were cooler then you gave yourself credit for, for just being yourself un-apologetically.

And i never called or texted, and im sorry, truly im sorry. I wanted to save this for whenever I eventually found your place of rest but I might as well get it off my chest now. I hope to visit you once on this earth before I visit you wherever we both might end up. I love you dude, thanks for talking about mlp and all my dumbass interests with me, thank you for talking to me about your life, thank you for laughing with me. Im sorry I couldnt have been better towards you

yo dawg, i honestly dont have anywhere else to say this, considering that your phone number now belongs to someone else. Its strange how numbers just get sorta recycled. Id like to hear the sound of your voice again but I imagine that'll never happen in my life. I wanted to thank you for helping me come out of my shell, you luke and lennon, despite our now current differences did help me stop being the shy kid that I was and now into something much more proud i suppose. Im sorry that our last conversation wasn't a good one to end off of. I dont regret the words that I said but I do regret the actions taken. so many years I just stared at our dms, our imessages our everything.

Wow it's been a while huh? Two years, damn. I still think a lot about you bud, I think you'd be going crazy about how much ♥♥♥♥'s changed. I've left California, I was sad that I never got a chance to visit you before we left but one day I'll come on by and say hello. I hope you're resting well, taking the time to relax. Sometimes you know I feel bad I never reached out to talk more, but I am happy, content still that despite anything, I was always there to listen to you, to be there for you, even to the end.

It's been a long time, and so many things have changed, all of our groups have disbanded all and new. I'm sorry we didn't let you in when you needed us most old friend. No matter what happens at least we will all remember you as a good dude. Though, maybe if you were here things would have gone differently, saving our group from ourselves and butting heads for no other reason then we were all just lonely losers on the internet at the time. Thanks for being there when I started my youtube channel, you, Interceptor, and flutter are all irreplaceable friends I'll never forget. I'm sorry I failed them as a friend.

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