If I'm meant to be alone, then please take away my desire to be loved. Because it hurts to crave something I might never have. It hurts to look at people who have someone and wonder what it feels like to be chosen, to be held, to be loved the way I wish I could be. I get tired of pretending that being along doesn't bother me. If being alone is truly what's meant for me, then please, take away this ache in my heart. Take away this hope that someone will come, because it's painful to keep waiting for love that might never arrive.

Gaming Rig Specs:
Case: CORSAIR Obsidian 1000D
Case Fans: 5x Corsair LL120 RGB, 5x Corsair LL140 RGB
Processor: Intel i9-9900K CPU @ 3.60 GHz
CPU Cooler: Noctua NH-D15 chromax.Black
GPU: Gigabyte AORUS GeForce GTX 2080 Ti Xtreme 11G
Motherboard: Gigabyte AORUS Z390 Ultra
RAM: Corsair Dominator Platinum RGB 64GB (4 x 16GB) DDR4 3200
Power Supply: Corsair RM850x
M.2: Samsung 980 PRO M.2 2280 2TB PCIe gen 4.0 x4
M.2 2: Samsung 970 EVO Plus 1TB (Windows drive)
M.2 3: SK Hynix Platinum P41 2TB PCIe NVMe Gen4
SSD1: Samsung 860 EVO Series 2TB SATA III

Peripherals
Monitor 1: ASUS ROG Strix 27" 2K HDR Gaming Monitor (XG27AQM)
Monitor 2: ASUS VG245H Gaming Monitor
Keyboard: ASUS ROG Strix Flare II Animate
Mouse: ASUS ROG Chakram X Origin on ASUS ROG Balteus Qi
Headset: Steelseries ARCTIS Nova Elite Wireless
Mic: Blue Yeti X
Webcam: RAZER Kiyo Pro