I played this game as part of an ongoing cry for help.

I needed a way to make it obvious to people that I have stopped careing about life and am at risk of self destructive behaviour. No rational human would play this "game" for fun, it is more a vending machine for abuse.

I have been called "cyka" more times that I care to imagine, I have been yelled at in various languages, seen text messages in languages I cannot even identify, and from these communications can only assume that the world is a hateful, monstrous place.

My teammates seem to have been replaced by agents working in the interests of the enemy team, their microphones blaring out terrible quality audio at a dangerously loud level while a teenager with an indeciferable accent screams profanities in English while speaking actually important information necessary for winning in his native language, only to complain when we don't understand him.

I hate this game, it is detrimental to my mental health.