A Closet furry who used to have friends and now? Most of those friends have found other friends and want nothing more to do with me... :( I live alone by myself i have no one to talk to and come home to a empty house since my father passed away. nobody was here to console me during my grieving period. Now? my days are go to work come home and do it all over again while everyone else has "fun", loves in their life, and they seem to be just fine with me not in their life even as a friend anymore. I have tried to make friends doing things i used to love... and everyone is just "too busy". So..... I am sitting here typing this out trying to hold back tears with no one to reach out to... my family has pretty much deserted me.... and my fur family "my friends" have also deserted me for other popular people. Its not just cause of jobs... Its other things and they just dont want to tell me to my face.


and Now I dont even want so to say a friend..... I just want..... someone to help......me... kinda save me from going further into that black abyss of trusting anyone else and losing the last bit of kindness i have left in my body.

Sonic 2 was my favorite game. Mainly cause of Tails. Tails to me was a character i loved cause he was misunderstood. (yes annoying cause the AI we all have heard the story) But i love the character for his bravery and always trying to do better. He excelled where people say he couldnt. and yes Sonic helped but then he also learned to stand on his own two feet and become a hero himself.

a 2. only times ever been with someone they either went with me to make someone jealous then dumped me afterwards just for laughs. and the other one? well..... They made fun of me cause my actual genuine happy side. when i wanted to be genuine they laughed saying... "why are you.... acting like a freakin kid.... act your age." to me thats a way to hurt someone real bad. when they wanna show you their silly side and you deny them that? That really hurts.

2..... Cause nobody wants to even be around me. Im like the Hunchback from Notre Dam ugly.

I want a real friend. I mean a friend that will always come to check on me. the clingy kind of friend... Is that so much to ask for?

i wish i could have a relationship with someone

I'd say about a 4. I care more about personality then I do looks.

Looking for a friend who's open who loves to hug, and cuddle friends, Doesnt matter about gender I am very open to anyone as long as they are very respectful to me and understanding. Extra brownie points if you love plushies :DDDD

Like a person who wants to talk to me and be with me cause they truly want to talk and be with me.. maybe they find me interesting or cute.. or whatever.... is there such a person out there?

Willing to talk to People BUT must understand im not one to talk EVERY SINGLE day. I have a job and not always free every single hour. IF you can deal with that and with me being a furry? Then MAYBE i'll give you a chance.