Hello all! This is Blanice, or as most of you know me, Awootism. I just realised that I was still in this group, and therefore thought I would say a few words to reach those who I have wronged most(and I remember), alongside the community.

ManeGunner: In the past, I said some incredibly insensitive things about you, mocking you and your disabilities (if I remember correctly) of which you did not choose. I want to say sorry to you as I believe that the comments that I made were crude, and simply disgusting, made only to make myself laugh, which, looking back now, is horrible.

RhysRaptor: During the period of my constant joining on alts, in both the game and the discord, I remember making fun of you, for reasons I cannot remember. I wish to say sorry for the reasons given above to Mane, but also say that the comments made were, once again, to make me laugh, much to the disgust of others. Again, looking back on this, I understand that the comments made were insensitive, and my crude sense of humour mirrors this as I continuously harassed you.

The Staff: Through my actions, of repeated ban evasion, I caused the server mass harm, often making a persons time playing on the server when I was on difficult. Even before this, I was repeatedly toxic on the server, often making fun of people for personality traits or things out of their control. Aswell, through my ban evasion, I caused the staff team and incredible deal of hassle, making their jobs and lives much more difficult to deal with due to my impertinence. I also engaged in breaking the rules an incredible amount of times, once again increasing the workload of the staff members.

Claret: To this small group of people, I caused a great deal of hassle just like I did with the HMod discord. I repeatedly made discord accounts to spam join the server, in an attempt to cause harm to make myself laugh.

The Community: To those who I wronged who I have not mentioned, I also say sorry. Whilst I cannot name people due to the amount of time I have spent away from the community, I remember making fun of many people, whilst also making their experiences on the server much more difficult than it should have been by breaking the rules, such as RDM. I was incredibly toxic in the community, often believing that I was "funny" because I did this, however, this was not the case as it led to my inevitable ban.

Overall, I would ask for the forgiveness of the people of which I have done these terrible actions towards. However, I understand that what I have said is unforgivable, ruining my already dwindling relationships with those who I played with and talked to.

Thank you for taking the time to read this,
Awootism/Riley