I think you may have accidentally selected the particle editor tool, just go to tools above and select ''switch to sfm''

ready, now I have all the options to record as always

https://gyazo.com/139d3cb420b1ba76fb76e05038e8a77b of this I speak

but now the problem is that if I close the window of this gyazo
  https://gyazo.com/aaab6f2f940a9604dc77c01a78b37089

I closed all the SFM and it is annoying to have that window there

well the particle editor you'll probably barely ever use anyway so don't worry about it, as long as you have the same User interface as the first screenshot, everything should be normal. Yeah i know its a bit annoying that sfm closes if you try to close the particle editor, same if you were to leave game when pressed F11

but there is no way to close that window without closing the SFM?

https://gyazo.com/2d5c51b827897cf941341b50e8bb1dbe

the page is only minimized does not close

but that if it appears in the viewport? halp please

https://gyazo.com/395fc637eb8009e06ca25ce05d1f990e screenshot