i was born, that was a big fail

I pre-ordered Anthem and played it for more than 50 hours.

Me deciding that it would be a good idea to learn how to draw my own steam profile pictures for everyone to see on steam cause I want to learn to create what I like thus leading me to a hell where I keep being unfocused and then focus again once I have music that motivates me to draw.

...Or is a character like badass characters I admire, cute things that I gush over like a girl cause imagine never seeing a cat or dog in your life, or a girl/woman I like.

I'm still on my early steps apparently as I'm not fortunate enough to stay focused due to my chaotic life.
But as long as I keep on the path eventually I will get there.

I just wished that it didn't require me to fail a lot in order to find something that clicks.
Cause too much of it can hurt your mental psyche if you don't learn to accept it in order to move forward.

引用自 salamander：

i was born, that was a big fail

Hey now, don't think that way!


Reframe it as I have: it was a smashing success at making a stupid decision

引用自 OoOoOoooOOoOoorgle：

引用自 salamander：

i was born, that was a big fail

Hey now, don't think that way!


Reframe it as I have: it was a smashing success at making a stupid decision

...I didn't ask to be born Mark.
It just happened and whether I like or not I have to live with it.
Unlike some people.

I apologize if you had someone in your life that took their own due to mental health issues or problems that made their lives a living hell. Just always remember the suicide hotline is there for you when you need it. It helped me once during a... very dark and lonely time of despair.

引用自 OoOoOoooOOoOoorgle：

引用自 salamander：

i was born, that was a big fail

Hey now, don't think that way!


Reframe it as I have: it was a smashing success at making a stupid decision

on the bright side i get to spend my life planting meat seeds to grow meat trees

引用自 OmegaBilly1：

...I didn't ask to be born

Of course not, that's not how it works.

The mistake everyone makes to wind up here is not choosing a different path before the road runs out

one person and their friends (or alts possibly) got permabanned over fake screenshots uwu

Mostly, various online miscommunications that arise inadvertently due to the absence of non-verbal cues, such as tone of voice, which leads to the interpretation of messages as negative and because people are such creatures that they like to make life more difficult than it needs to be. Sometimes, on a subconscious level, we sabotage ourselves because we are afraid of what might happen if we succeed.

引用自 Cinnamoon_dragon：

Mostly, various online miscommunications that arise inadvertently due to the absence of non-verbal cues, such as tone of voice, which leads to the interpretation of messages as negative and because people are such creatures that they like to make life more difficult than it needs to be. Sometimes, on a subconscious level, we sabotage ourselves because we are afraid of what might happen if we succeed.

How much did this happen and what places or games?

引用自 ṼṏẌṏḭḊ：

I pre-ordered Anthem and played it for more than 50 hours.

The new management at EA better do a good job!

引用自 BunnieBealla：

one person and their friends (or alts possibly) got permabanned over fake screenshots uwu

Where did this happen?

When I started playing WoW I didn't understand how the need or greed system worked. I thought you could roll need for anything you wanted, like a valuable item to sell or just anything really, and greed for anything you didn't care about. So I was a warlock rolling need on heavy armour and swords, or whatever, and this guy in the stormwind dungeon called me out on it. I still didn't understand what he was saying, so I started arguing with him, probably called him an idiot or something worse. I was saying "it's need and I need the money from selling the armour" and he was yelling at me in caps "You can't use leather!" etc. I don't remember how it ended.

引用自 Night_Hunter023：

引用自 BunnieBealla：

one person and their friends (or alts possibly) got permabanned over fake screenshots uwu

Where did this happen?

steam, I don't know what section they came from tho uwu

I was playing a game of football and a kid I didn't like was on the opposite team. He pretty much doubled me in size. When I got the ball I was determined to get through him and make the touchdown, and I bounced off of him and landed on the ground in front of him, lol. He barely budged.