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Not meꑭ 4 月 16 日上午 11:50

My last loss

hey
Before you decide to reply just keep in mind: I'm under the influence right now. But I still want to share something.

I'm currently at the final stage signing papers with the security forces. Basically, handing over my life to the country. But whatever.

What really matters is this: I had one true friend. Since early childhood. He died.
The system lists him as "missing in action," but the truth is he was left behind on enemy ground. He never came back.

And now . . . when I drink, and even when I don’t I feel like I see him.
He’s sitting next to me. Calm, just like he always was.
And he asks me: “Leave me half a cup of beer.”
Sometimes, it feels like he’s just gone somewhere… and will be back soon.

Ванек...
Можливо, досить скоро побачимось.
Й знову разом принесемо зерно в той гарячий літній вечір.
А потім вип’ємо вина.

Назавжди твій друг гарячого літа 2017 року...

最后由 Not meꑭ 编辑于; 4 月 16 日上午 11:55

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steven1mac 4 月 16 日上午 11:57

Keep your head down and your eyes on the sky, with any luck you will make it through your enlistment period. Sorry for you loss, war is unkind to everyone, and no one wins in the end.

kbiz 4 月 16 日上午 11:59

He would want you to be happy, not sad.

Sorry for your loss.

Maximus10113X 4 月 16 日下午 12:04

Sorry for your loss

salamander 4 月 16 日下午 12:09

Ви написали кілька подібних постів, і я хотів би, щоб ви передумали йти служити, але я вас розумію. я бажаю вашій країні миру і бажаю вам удачі. ваш друг буде з вами. Слава Україні

MinionJoe 4 月 16 日下午 12:13

Are you allowed to enlist while intoxicated?

Mina 4 月 16 日下午 12:24

Hes alive living a new life there

Bjørn 4 月 16 日下午 12:43

Sorry for your loss. Who knows, you might still meet again.

Best wishes to you, your country and your brave people

Not meꑭ 8 月 23 日上午 3:34

https://ibb.co/Zp2pZ63M

The hot summer of 2017 will never return , but I carry it within me. And if beyond the edge there is even a drop of wine we will drink it together, like back then.
Friends, wait for me where souls fade like shadows at sunset, where everything ends in silence and cold.
Where no one calls your name anymore

Soon I’ll be at war. Finally. I’ll be there - where no one has anything left to say.
Not Me.

最后由 Not meꑭ 编辑于; 8 月 23 日上午 3:34

salamander 8 月 23 日上午 3:56

引用自 Not meꑭ：
Soon I’ll be at war. Finally. I’ll be there - where no one has anything left to say.
Not Me.

stay safe. go not to die, but to protect others.

robwarrior 8 月 23 日上午 3:58

what country u gonna serve?

#10

Not meꑭ 8 月 24 日上午 6:15

引用自 robwarrior：
what country u gonna serve?

Ukraine

#11

Wiᛊard 8 月 24 日上午 7:10

Good decisions are 'never' made when you are under the effects of alcohol (ever wondered why casinos like to give out free drinks—search it up, if you cannot figure it out).

I think you should give yourself time to mourn instead of signing up to any contracted periods of service that you will be unable to walk back on later. If you are truly committed to something, then you will do it while your head-space is clear, and with all your wits in-tune.

To emphasise on the first post of this forum: "no one wins in war"; you won't be getting him back through fighting Russians. There is no "avenging" him, there will only be more bloodshed; and another Mother who loses her son fighting a war for the politicians.

最后由 Wiᛊard 编辑于; 8 月 24 日上午 7:46

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Not meꑭ 8 月 29 日上午 7:56

"Only by killing can we gain freedom.
But what kind of freedom is that, if it is given through murder?"

I am drunk again. Only after drinking do I find the strength and pitiful courage to say anything at all. Right now there is nothing but emptiness and despair inside me. I lie under the weight of alcohol and realize - with a weapon or without one, I will never be happy.

My only happiness remains there in my beloved TF2. And this world with its endless war, only spits in my face, only humiliates me.

It is not normal when young men are buried by their parents. I have already stood at three such funerals. And I still don’t understand.
I simply don’t understand.

Not me.

#13

You-Forgot Kilometers 💯🗣 8 月 29 日上午 8:00

He's not dead nor died, as long as you Carry his memories and remember his name the dude lives within you , ppl only die when they're forgotten, remember this

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Pocahawtness 8 月 29 日上午 8:09

引用自 Not meꑭ：
hey
Before you decide to reply just keep in mind: I'm under the influence right now. But I still want to share something.

I'm currently at the final stage signing papers with the security forces. Basically, handing over my life to the country. But whatever.

What really matters is this: I had one true friend. Since early childhood. He died.
The system lists him as "missing in action," but the truth is he was left behind on enemy ground. He never came back.

And now . . . when I drink, and even when I don’t I feel like I see him.
He’s sitting next to me. Calm, just like he always was.
And he asks me: “Leave me half a cup of beer.”
Sometimes, it feels like he’s just gone somewhere… and will be back soon.

Ванек...
Можливо, досить скоро побачимось.
Й знову разом принесемо зерно в той гарячий літній вечір.
А потім вип’ємо вина.

Назавжди твій друг гарячого літа 2017 року...